Heartbreak

My heart is broken.

I long for those whom I love to have their blinded eyes open. I want them to see the truth. I want to have a real relationship with them.

My heart is broken every time I think about their eternity.
I can't allow myself to think about this for too long.

Unconditional Love

A thought just struck me.

My problem with unconditional, free as a bird, self-less, pour-my-life-into-you kind of love is that it might be lost.

There is nothing that scares me more than imagining the ones I LOVE the most burning in hell for eternity.

What if I pour my life into someone who God will not save and they end up in hell? The pain in my heart is so strong about this, that I can hardly allow my thoughts ponder on this for more than a few seconds.

Yet I know that man is not worthy to be saved and that we are entirely sinful. God is so good to save even one person from what they deserve.

It still pains. Something I battle with. Yet, will I still say: "Jesus reigns!" on the Last Day? Yes, I think I will still say that.

Sufferings

http://www.desiringgod.org/ResourceLibrary/ConferenceMessages/ByDate/2237_How_Our_Suffering_Glorifies_the_Greatness_of_the_Grace_of_God/


check out that sermon.

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Things have happened and I had a feeling last night before I went to bed. I suppose it's the kind of feeling trees have when an axe is held to their trunk.

This is the kind of feeling that is produced when the safety net which was always depended on is threatened to be removed. Yet it's okay because: the Lord is with us, He are mighty to save.

I've been on some adventures, but this is more real then any of them.


GOD WILL LIFT UP YOUR HEAD

Give to the wind your fears.
Hope and be undismayed.
God hears your sighs and counts your tears.
God will lift up, God will lift up, lift up your head.

God will lift up your head.
God will lift up your head.
God will lift up your head.
God will lift up your head.

Leave to His sovereign sway.
To choose and to command.
Then shall we wandering on His way,
Know how wise and how strong.
How wise and how strong.

God will lift up your head.
How strong is his hand.
God will lift up your head.
How wise and how strong.
God will lift up your head.
How strong is his hand.
Lift up your head.

Through waves and clouds and storms, He gently clears the way.
Wait because in His time, so shall this night,
Soon end in joy, soon end in joy.
Soon end in joy, soon end in joy.

God will lift up your head.
God will lift up your head.
God will lift up your head.
God will lift up your head.